intofireforever: (can you feel it? can you feel it?)
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I'm glad that's over. It was terrifying. I don't know why I thought it was the owls' doing. It felt nothing like that. That thing seriously messed with my head, and I've had more than enough of that for one lifetime...

...After-lifetime? I don't know. Whatever it should be called. I might have a pulse here, but I don't consider myself alive. No deal I could make here would bring me back in my world, and I think I prefer it that way. The White Lodge is peaceful, and there's no pain there. I've been tormented and abused since the time I was four or five years old. Death is better than that, even death at seventeen. So as terrible as this place can be, I'm grateful for it because it let me ascend to the White Lodge. I don't think I could ever completely hate it here, even after things like this.

Wanda? Are you feeling better now? I know I was screwed up at the time, too, but I still feel like I completely failed you. I miss Paddy, you know. He was a better father-figure to me than my real one. I feel so lost as a warden sometimes and I wish he could give me some advice. I think I'd do better by you if he was here to help, even though he made a big mistake with me that one time. He was mostly right on the mark and knew exactly what I needed.

I'm sorry I'm not as helpful to you as I feel I could be, but I really, really care about you. I'm doing my very best.

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Date: 2013-02-02 05:05 am (UTC)
love_slave: (zev - what's that up there?)
From: [personal profile] love_slave
[She has no idea how that all works, but she remembers her stories and picks up on the psychic bit.]

What is your deal for?

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Date: 2013-02-05 05:14 am (UTC)
love_slave: (zev - upset)
From: [personal profile] love_slave
That's terrible! [She sounds absolutely horrified. Mind-control isn't something that appeals to her, either.] I think you'll get it, but can you get rid of BOB forever?

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Date: 2013-02-05 05:47 am (UTC)
love_slave: (zev - whut?)
From: [personal profile] love_slave
You can't even trap him so he can't possess people anymore? [Some forces of nature are kind of horrible, she thinks.]

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