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intofireforever[Laura speaks quietly and directly to the point.]
I'd like to apologize to everyone I encountered while we were stuck in that hotel.
[And that's it, until people speak back to her.]
[PRIVATE to Jesse]
I'm sorry for everything. I can't say that wasn't me back there...but it was forced out of me, and it's a part of myself I didn't want introduced to anyone.
I don't know what I showed you while I was fucked up, but I remember the look on your face. I'm so sorry.
[PRIVATE to Wanda]
I think we should talk some more.
I'd like to apologize to everyone I encountered while we were stuck in that hotel.
[And that's it, until people speak back to her.]
[PRIVATE to Jesse]
I'm sorry for everything. I can't say that wasn't me back there...but it was forced out of me, and it's a part of myself I didn't want introduced to anyone.
I don't know what I showed you while I was fucked up, but I remember the look on your face. I'm so sorry.
[PRIVATE to Wanda]
I think we should talk some more.
[Private]
Date: 2012-12-03 06:56 am (UTC)His answer is very quick.] It's fine. It's totally, totally cool.
Re: [Private]
Date: 2012-12-03 11:22 pm (UTC)[She hesitates.]
What...did you see, exactly?
[She doesn't think it could be the stain BOB left on her soul. She can feel when that comes out of hiding, but maybe the hotel kept that from her. That would be bad.]
[Private]
Date: 2012-12-04 05:40 am (UTC)[Private]
Date: 2012-12-04 05:49 am (UTC)[Private]
Date: 2012-12-04 06:48 am (UTC)[Private]
Date: 2012-12-04 11:03 pm (UTC)[She finally just asks outright if it was the residue of BOB, because she's only shown it twice on the Barge before: once to Paddy, intentionally, and to Miss Parker by accident. It's an ugly change and she doesn't want it known to anyone else.]
[Private]
Date: 2012-12-06 01:04 am (UTC)Re: [Private]
Date: 2012-12-07 02:30 am (UTC)You're still not willing to tell me what it was, though, are you?
Re: [Private]
Date: 2012-12-09 01:26 pm (UTC)[private]
Date: 2012-12-04 01:22 am (UTC)Yeah okay. Where and when?
Re: [private]
Date: 2012-12-04 01:39 am (UTC)[private]
Date: 2012-12-04 03:10 am (UTC)[She thinks about it. Something fun.]
You uh...want to make a round of fudge with me after the lunch shift, then maybe come with while I walk Fozzie? [Cause fudge, and cooking calms her, and also she feels like she and Fozz should meet.]
Re: [private]
Date: 2012-12-04 03:18 am (UTC)[They could use a little levity before they get into the serious stuff.]
[private-->spam]
Date: 2012-12-04 04:29 am (UTC)[Wanda is kind of pied out right now, but she has been meaning to learn fudge. And she just can't launch right into the stuff that's haunting her.]
[After scrubbing down the counters, she sets up four double boilers and starts gathering ingredients. She hastily grabs a floating bowl out of the air when Laura walks in.]
Re: [private-->spam]
Date: 2012-12-04 11:07 pm (UTC)Hi, Wanda.
[She approaches the other inmate and surveys the myriad ingredients.]
So, what kind of fudge are we making today?
[spam]
Date: 2012-12-05 02:02 am (UTC)Hey. Um, well. I figure two batches of plain, one batch of walnut and one batch with mint.
Re: [spam]
Date: 2012-12-05 02:31 am (UTC)[She heads over to the sink and washes her hands.]
I've never made fudge before, so you'll need to show me how it's done.
[spam]
Date: 2012-12-05 05:03 am (UTC)[Wanda starts measuring ingredients into one of the double boilers.] Takes maybe fifteen minutes except for cooling time.
Re: [spam]
Date: 2012-12-07 02:29 am (UTC)[spam]
Date: 2012-12-07 05:24 am (UTC)[She putters around quickly, occasionally asking Laura to pass her something.] The stirring in the chocolate is why this is a two person job.
[It doesn't take long to get the basics put together.]
Re: [spam]
Date: 2012-12-08 01:17 am (UTC)Yeah, I can see why. Making pie is less complicated.
[spam]
Date: 2012-12-08 02:18 am (UTC)OK, time to stir in the chocolate. Basically just grab a bag, shake it in slow, and stir while you do it.
[She sets to work on one of the pots herself. She's relaxing a little. Better. If they are going to have a Serious Talk she doesn't want to fly off the damn handle.]
Re: [spam]
Date: 2012-12-08 03:08 am (UTC)[Laura caaaaarefully shakes the chocolate out of the bag and into the pot.]
[spam]
Date: 2012-12-08 05:32 am (UTC)I've thought of doing something practical instead of going to college, like building houses and stuff.
Private
Date: 2012-12-04 07:48 am (UTC)Private
Date: 2012-12-04 11:09 pm (UTC)Private
Date: 2012-12-05 09:18 am (UTC)Private
Date: 2012-12-07 02:28 am (UTC)Private
Date: 2012-12-08 02:32 am (UTC)[he doesn't know how to concern any more]
Re: Private
Date: 2012-12-08 03:11 am (UTC)I'm always "alright."
[Her entire life, she'd had to deal with every fucked-up development by herself, and now that she's a warden, she doesn't have one of her own to run to.]
Private
Date: 2012-12-08 05:31 am (UTC)