~018 - [VIDEO] - post-port (retroactively filtered away from Amanda Young)

[intofireforever]

The "Laura Palmer" from port is a really lucky woman. Married to someone she loves, working in her dream career, mother to a child she adores...she's happy, and she has every right to be. I wish her well, and I'm glad I got a taste of what it means to have a good life. I even liked being older...it's something I'd never get a chance to experience otherwise.

I can only hope inhabiting her body didn't hurt her, the way the goddess inhabiting mine hurt me.

In any case, I'm glad I fled the party when Arthas started attacking those strippers. The other Laura won't wake up to find she spent the night in jail, which is good. I tried so hard to maintain her reputation.

[Private to Paddy]

Do you think we could meet on-deck? I'd like to talk to you. Bring some cigarettes, if you don't mind.

[Private to Parker]

Please tell me there isn't going to be any weirdness between us now.

[Private to Nathan, after talking to Paddy]

Can I stay with you for a while?

Comments

Re: Private.-After talking to Paddy

[yourunichase]

Laura. I fucking mean it. Now. Don't make me go looking for you.

Re: Private.-After talking to Paddy

[intofireforever]

Yeah? Good luck with that.

Re: Private.-After talking to Paddy

[yourunichase]

Look, Laura, I get it.

I've fucking dated girls. I was involved with one here.

Re: Private.-After talking to Paddy

[intofireforever]

I don't care, I'm not talking about it anymore. I should have kept it to myself in the first place.

Re: Private.-After talking to Paddy

[yourunichase]

The hell you should have! There's nothing wrong with it, and you're not sick or twisted for it. Even Paddy doesn't think that. He's an asshole, but he's got reasons and he doesn't get it.

There is nothing wrong with loving a girl. Love is love no matter where you find it.

Re: Private.-After talking to Paddy

[intofireforever]

I'm not capable of real love. I'm a fucking whore.

[And she cuts the connection.]

Re: Private.-After talking to Paddy

[yourunichase]

Laura, you're not a fucking whore. God damn it. Where the fuck are you?